MY father behaved very badly towards me yesterday....i have never seen him like this before..?

Yesterday there was a small issue in my house between my mom and dad.This time it got worse...my dad said very abusing things about my mom....i didnt like what he said so i also said something.....lik "dont u dare talk about her like that anymore.....act your age" and things like that...on hearing this he got very angry and he threw a TV remote controll on my head and it hit me....i got raged and threw the remote on the floor and went up to him thats when my mom stopped me and asked me to go upstairs.....Bt understand the fact that i wil never beat my dad or do anything like that.the only reason i went up to him was to see if he beats me again....LATER that night i went downstairs and my dad again came to me and pushed me and slapped me in ma face and i didnt react this time...then i was having my dinner and thats when he started abusing me by saying very bad things.....Can a father say all this about his son ?.....i got very emotional and went to sleep......In the morning i woke up and went to my mom and she said that i was the only reason for yesterdays problems,i shouldnt have done that against my dad.......The problm is that no one understands me......I feel like there is no one in the world who loves me or cares for me.......WHAT TO DO ?? ANd should i talk to my dad anymore? PLZZZZz help........